Sitting on my swing on death
Ready to drown away my sorrows forever
I could hear the voice of Hades pressuring me to give in
And I am ready to do that
Because I have got nothing to lose
I am a broken porcelain doll
I have been used by all and sundry
I have shattered memories
I cannot remember anything
It feels like I am running mad
And I want it to happen
I hate myself
I am unlovable
I am all shades of pains
Painted with sorrows and anguish
And I’m waiting on Hades to finally bring me to my doom