I found myself lost in the reverie of my past,
My actions and deeds tore me apart.
I wish I could turn the hands of the clock,
But time was far too gone.
I took life with lots of levity,
Walking as if nothing would come hit me.
I had chances of burying my ego,
But I was too blind to the bomb that was going to explode.
Life to me was a place of fun,
I wasn’t aware of it big bumps.
I viewed life from one dimension,
I never knew different routes could also function.
My body was an open well,
Anybody could come in and fetch.
I gave way for too much pleasure,
And I failed to secure my future.
Everyday was to play new tricks,
I was very good at pulling the game.
I was called the ‘master piece’,
But now I’m left in pieces.
Wish I had someone to call my attention
But all were busy facing their life stores.
Money came in here and there
But of what usefulness is it, now that I’m bent?
When I hit big I had friends
Now that I’m down, they’re all disappearing.
They are not to blame anyway,
It was my choice to be hailed.
I always thought life would give happiness with no lessons,
But I failed to realise that not all gifts are blessings.
Now I’m hooked up with all those deeds,
And I just have to face it squarely.